TANIA ♥

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I GOT A MISS CALL FROM +82...........

AND I WAS WONDERING WHICH COUNTRY CODE IT WAS.

THEN I SEARCHED AND FOUND OUT IT WAS SOUTH KOREA.

OMFG.

Knowing i've been so near yet so far really makes me filled with mixed feelings.
Somehow i'm happy, but then again i blame myself......................
Okay, i think sadness beats happiness now . D:

If its meant to be, its meant to be.

Of all people, Of all phones, Of all countries

Okay, i didn't wanna put it on facebook,

Complete the sentences.

1. I've come to realize that my ex...
does not exist

2. I am listening to...
DBSK's voices :D

3. I talk...
if you talk to me

4. I love...
lotsa stuff :D

5. My best friend(s)...
are special.

6. I have...
to study IPC ):

7. I lost...
myself in your eyes ~ :D

8. I hate it when people...
talk bad about people i love

9. Love is...
being happy when he/she is happy

10. Marriage is...
filled with love

11. Somewhere, someone is thinking...
I'll be there for you~

12. I'll always be...
right here waiting (:

13. I have a crush on...
--------------?!

14. The last time I cried was because...
my eyes decided to.

15. My cell phone...
is beside me

16. When I wake up in the morning...
i think about things......

17. Before I go to sleep at night...
i listen to soothing voices xD

18. Right now I am thinking...
that this tuesday is gonna be screwed.

19. Babies are...
hidden talents

20. I get on Facebook...
because i get notifications in my email-.-

21. Today I...
have an irritating nose

22. Tonight I will...
not study D:

23. Sometimes I feel like...
shouting out loud

24. Every time I look at my phone...
i see my reflection

25. One day I want to...
see Jae happy real life ^^

26. Actually...
i want to see him happy EVERYDAY real life :D

27. Tomorrow I will...
have physiology presentation :@

28. Now I need to...
change the song playing

29. I'm worried about...
many stuff..... :/

30. I like...
holidays <3

Its been so long since i last posted once again :/

Cats is a waste of time, i still think so. But yeah, don't wanna fail it. 
Rushed out the personal reflection on thursday night,
went to schl on friday for s&w and CATS. But there was no cats :/
So stoned in the classroom for awhile, wanted to wait for tcher to come to pass up reflection.
But then i was alone w 7 guys.
damn awkward.... then decided to leave.
Went library & started watching dbsk :D Srsly, brightened up my day !
Brother(HL) came, then sis(J), then wjian(complaining!)
The whole time i was LOLing at the library ! Haha.

So after that we left school & went lot1 for LJS .
On 67, i suddenly realised "Shit, forgot to pass up my reflection"
So i msged Samuel and he said would deduct 1 mark D:
I spent my whole night doing i don't wna let it go just like that.
So after lunch, (zinc, TS, Laserflair, Popular), took cab back to school with J and i paid ! (HAHA)
Cuz she's too nice to pei me back to schl alrd :D (I'm praising you here, & now you're still outside having fun xD)

Passed up the work, wanted to cab back to lot 1 for shopping!
So we waited for a cab.

Waits for 10mins
1st cab: White old looking. *shakes head* Don't wanna take.
waits for 15mins;
2nd cab(coming out of schl): *stares at driver, tries to get his attention to ask if can take his cab* Suddenly, some guy pops out of no where, opens the door and goes in tgt w his gf o.O J and i stared at each other . LOL.
waits for 10mins;
3rd cab: *sticks hand out to hail* Realises is says bukitpanjang so withdraws hand. Guys behind us got on the cab and it drove away.
Waits for 15mins

Decides to give up taking taxi, walk to bus stop. Takes 184 and 67 again.

Epicfail man srsly!
First time is accident, second time is coincidental, third time is meant to be (fate).
LOL, WHAT MAN -.-


Went for BMT late today. Saw Law, Talked a bit. Stoned for 1 hr watching xiaohui yiting nelson shawn play. Finally decided to join. Played till 1pm w/o stopping.-END-
yes, really. Then i went home.

CO wanted to go out for movie today. Aaron Jy jw alfred dw jlow. But if i didn't go, jlow also don't wna go.
So just cuz of that, dw msged me to go. Aaron kept calling me too. lol.
Srsly............ -.- I already tried persuading jlow to go ah.. Y'all totally using me to try get jess to go !
Ohwell.

/hi my friends are all starting to get attached.
I'm happy for them (:
Be happy, people. Haha.

If one day i told you i found true love in a distant country, would you let me go?
Despite how much you love me?

I FAILED MYCOLOGY D:

Sigh sigh, ok my first fail, depressing.
But then, cannot get low & cry with people around. HAHA. At least try not to right! (:
Plus got zhongg over there highing. And J got the vids <3

& my math like dying already. I forgot how to differentiate logarithm.
seriously, like WHUT D:

BTW, EUNICE, 
YR EXAMS ARE STARTING TMR 
SO GOOD LUCK ALL THE BEST :D

/more than i should love
wonders why
Is weird
If only
IF

HI.

I have been MIA for so long i realise!

BACK TO SCHOOL.
No IPC for the whole week as DrKueh's on LOA meaning we didn't get back IPC midsem test.
Ask us to keep posted to Mel also didn't post anything, what is this LOL.
(I'm taking forever to blog. *points to MSN blinking below*)

Judy is D: for making me and zhongg listen to DBSK and watch their videos.
WHY DOES JAE POUT IN HIS SLEEP HAHAHA. sorry.
AND WHY DOES MAX TALK FUNNY THINGS WHEN SLEEPING TOO.
Then now we also going crazy, which is no good. HAHA.

Today had CATS. Was so sleepy i felt like just lying on the table and closing my eyes but cnt lahhhhh~ haha.
Cos i'm nice & good so i listen in class. Though didn't contribute much today.
Then ended early, so went up to look for zhongg.
(OMG THERE IS A MOSQUITO BITE ON MY HAND NOW ITS ITCHY. IT INJECTED SOMETHING INSIDE ME THAT MADE THE BLOOD WONT CLOT THEN DRAW IT OUT AND FLEW AWAY :@ SO THE THING IT INJECTED FORMED THE ITCHY LUMP.)
K then met Jiajun and Reuben too~ crapped a bit. Wait i'm always crapping -.- Yupp then walked to bus stop. We thought Reuben going another way so we went off. In the end....he went short cut and we realised how stupid we were BUT THEN, we learn from mistakes :D

Ok, waited for 61 for a very long time as usual, then took to bukit batok. We wanted Ajisen badly D: so decided to go to Lot1. hahaha. Should have gone to bb's comics con first ! oh man. Haha.

Started lunch @ 1.25pm and ended it at 3.00 (around there) Ok we are pro, tyvm!
Walked a bit then saw comics con and got stuck inside for around 45mins. LOL , the influence.

after that walked around abit, bought some stuff & then went home.
Overall it was fun, happy, we had fun talking to each other. I like it! :D
Crap & lame.......... ^^ BUT we did'nt take photos. WHYYYYYYYYYY!
Haha.

Back home. Wanted to study. Wanted.
But i .......got stuck doing other things xD

And now i'm tired.
This post is so boring~
It doesn't sound happy anymore now.
Nevermind, next time! :D

D, cheer up! (:

I made a fool out of myself by jumping on the spot for more than 5 times because i thought there was a cockroach, during night walk route trial.

Hi world, i'm back from star gazing @ Science Centre with Weigin (:

Met her at 5.17 at Jurong East, ventured around & followed people (stalk!) trying to walk to IMM. Collected flyers on the way. Gave up, walked back to Jurong East, collecting more flyers on the way, took bus to IMM. (lol, fail siah,)

@ IMM, walked in circles looking for ATM, got direction sense all mixed up, finally saw DBS bank (BIG BIG ONE SOME MORE). Then queued super long to withdraw money, but i was quick :D I always am! Except when eating noodlessssssss. haha. After that, thought of place to eat, cannot decide so anyhow chose. So chose McDonald. Then she saw LJS, so we just walked there. LOL. (Camwhore every 3 steps :D) hehe. so fun so fun!

Back to Jurong east to take bus to Science centre (when we could walk. We didn't know!). Felt like tourists! Omg, hahaha. Then went to Omni-theatre. Made a fool of ourselves by staring at the ticket prices for the animax thingy because....... it closed half an hour before we reached there T.T hahaha. MaluMalu. So went straight to star gazing. Had to queue on the staircase to go up to the telescope place. So we started talking...

T: HAHA, we totally should ask Zong Yang, he'll be interested.
W: You want ah? 
T: No, not really. Eh, maybe he's down there (points to random people setting up telescope)
W: Eh......that one squatting down look like him leh!!!!!
T: EH OMG YES YES YES OMG (starts acting wild)
-people stares at us-
W: LOL, you call out his name la!
T: (calls zongyang) OMG OMG HE LOOK UP LEH.
    (WAVES)
MYSTERIOUS MAN: (STARES VERY HARD AT US, THEN LOOKS AWAY)
W: Really look like, IS IT HIM!?
T: Don't know leh........but looks like him!
(Repeats the last 2 conversations a few times)
T: AIYAH I SWEAR ITS HIM ALREADY LAH. LOOK LOOK! (points)
W: LOL, later we go down find him!
T: OMG OMG OK! (FEELS DAMN HIGH)

-Starts camwhoring again-

Finally went into the viewing platform thingy!
Saw Saturn!!!!! OMG Its cool but it looks like art cuz it looks so fake omg. Wish i could turn the telescope just to make sure its real-.-
Did you know Saturn has 61 moons around it, but the record people have seen is only 4? COOL RIGHT.

After we both saw Saturn, we started camwhoring again. (omg, we took dont know how many retarded photos! hehe)

Went downstairs to look for mysterious guy in black......... walks toward him and Weigin says: Zongyang!
He turns around and "OMG"s us. HAHA.
OMG LAH ITS REALLY HIM. We were in shock, HE WAS IN SHOCK. hahahahahahahahaha. DAMN FUNNY DAMN FUNNY!

Ok so we asked if we could see the jewel box through his tele! He focused it and.........................people came to see. HAHA. then we waited damn long before seeing. We saw Saturn, Jewel box & the Scorpian/Scorpius(?) HAHA, the night sky is beautiful!

OK, camwhore again.

Then we went to sit down & stare at the sky & sing songs. Omg, i miss doing that, i love doing that. The feeling was, just right!
Sat there till 9.45 singing & stoning & looking at the sky & talking. I miss the feeling of doing that, it's been ages. I didn't wanna leave that place really. But we had to go home. The stars lead the way! hahaha. Yknow, they were shining red, blue, purple, green. Beautiful. And of course, the green laser still amazes me (:  And as we were looking at the stars, i thought of ___ but even though......
The stars shone brightly, in my mind, your face shone even brighter.

We left @ 9.45pm. Walking back to JE(we realised its near) and camwhoring every 3 steps. ♥
Then, i reached the bus stop i usually wait for Jh at.
It was dark & scary & there was a cockroach.
The WORST thing, MY BUS FREAKING TOOK HALF AN HOUR TO COME?! (luckily i had you to pei me thru sms sia Eunice. hahaha)
And lucky Hl didn't talk to me about faries if not i would just ........... stop looking out for my bus and maybe miss it. lol.

Finally, reached home. Throughout the bus journey, i was wishing you were there. I felt this sudden....emptiness again & felt like crying LOL.(sorry, ironic. Must make it sound funny mah. haha)

Anyw, tmr, 930 to 9 will be in school! And ........ Weijian has my racket D: 
I better go sleep early. (though it can't get any earlier than 11.40pm)

Ok, its 11.48 -.-
晚安！

Wish i had the courage to say i love you.
No, that i do have the courage to say.
Its your reaction, and your answer (if you even give me one) that i fear to hear.

Stop thinking about it stop thinking about it stop thinking about it,
i can't.

Your smile is my heaven(:

Today has been happy, sian and fun.
Am i contradicting? 

Met 1F02 @ CCK control station at 9 (yes i'm sorry i'm late. Blame JJ!) then went over to cckcc for badminton(:
Haven't played in ages! And obviously still as noob as ever and Jh wants to call the president of NPBC to kick me out already lah! hahaha.
Played for quite long then 1v1 with zhong until super high like o.m.g, hahaha. Then had to leave @ 11am cuz other people booked the court. But it was fun. For me at least(: I think Liying and Guohao sian le. haha. And omg, Py overslept!!!! Weiren don't know what happen, call call call keep user busy ):
Next we went Mc.D sit a while to see where we would be going next. Jh left early.

985-ed to Bukit Batok CSC for bowling omg omg, super long never play and............STILL AS NOOB AS EVER T_T haha. Got like the lowest score among all of them! And the stupid people beside us said, " WHY THEY COME HERE WASTE TIME & MONEY. WASTING LANE SPACE" or something like that. WTF. Fury :@
After the 3 games, which i got the lowest for all, we went for lunch @ westmall & then arcade(i only played time crisis & i know hl is currently hyped up over DDR lol lol! very fun meh omg. go ecp play cheaper!)

Had a h-t-h talk with J, Wjian & hl. NO LAH, just joking. what heart to heart -.- hahahaha. Just a normal talk. But, i liked it. I like talking & laughing & being happy with the right people too. (:

Ok now that pretty much sums up my day with 1F02 (partially) and it was fun, i love 1F02 (:
Can we don't change class next year pretty please................... :/

I need more of this sessions, i like i like!
CAN WE BE AS A CLASS TGT IN SCHL TOO?
Plz :D